Thursday, May 29, 2014
Nial's new direction
Nial's new direction
Monday, February 3, 2014
Where once there was love there is only Me
The voice was calm and even. Not angry in even the slightest. It almost alarmed her how he could do such horrible things to her without anger. The angel asked a perfect matter of fact question.
"What is your Sin, Lumeria?"
Lumeria choked her answer through blood, "I failed to gain the documents." She was sent because she was trusted and because she failed, the war came before the Saint was ready. Millions would suffer in a war that was unjust because of the faulted understanding of mortals. She could not say it out loud; her body would not let her.
"No. Failure is not a sin. Failure may come for many reasons. It is the reason for your failure. Your sin is sloth. That is why you always ran instead of standing up for anything. It is why you left Lux, it is why you failed Raven. It is why you killed Carmen -- It was easy. Your sin is Sloth."
His touch removed her physical wounds. His words removed the weight on her heart. She understood now that she had always refused to act, refused to do the hard things though she knew they were right. It had earned her only broken pieces of a barely breathing story. The chains fell from her arms and released her. He slid the notebook across the table and gave the command he had before, but now she knew the answer. "Confess your crimes."
Lumeria began to write, and write and write. Her sins and failings could have filled an ocean but this notebook would have to do. Her guilt would be buried in those pages. She paused only for moments and heard the silent sound of loneliness. She wrote, "I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well." The words stared up at her. Sloth had cost her everything and everyone and now only loneliness followed her to bed. She slid the book across the table her fingers broken and bleeding from the hemorrhaging they had just finished.
"Punishment, if applied correctly, brings perfection. Let this punishment be your perfecting. Go and live the life Justice demands." The angel showed her to a room in the Cathederal.
The room was small and empty but for a small bed on the stone floor. She found herself rocking back and forth slowly as she stood there. The same rocking motion she had soothed Samuel to sleep with before he was taken from her, she always pretended they were dancing. Now she was dancing slowly in an empty room, with empty arms. She had sang the Hymn of Hope as a lullaby to her baby and daughter. The hymn mocked her now. She had believed in miracles, but that belief went unanswered. Her children were gone, as was her hope. Loneliness had taken their place. Can the lonely take the place of you? Sing MYSELF a quiet lullaby, let you go and let the lonely in.
There was a small knock on the door. It startled Lumeria but she opened it to find a messenger from the Carrington institute. He handed her a letter and left. Stunned she opened it to read a letter from Reven, It spoke of how the demon was lying. Carmen did not have to die, she was tricked. She strangled the letter in her hands. Before she could process the letter Metta Themoose spoke through the door, "May we speak briefly?" Lumeria just nodded oppening the door. "I heard you lost your children to the gods' neglect. There can be no greater pain to a mother than to lose her child."
In stunned silence, Lumeria blinked. She was too scared to go inside the feelings those words brought up for one more lonely moment. So Metta continued, "The gods, the paladins, the empire, the shogun, they could have saved them but they didn't. The gods let you be tricked and let you do the unspeakable. I can't apologize enough for what happened. I'm sorry. For what it is worth, I know your pain. Veli, who like the gods puts on a face of morality, set in motion the death of my daughter. I thought maybe you would understand my feelings."
Silence. Finally, Lumeria mumbled, "Where once there was love, now there is only me."
"I'm sorry you need space." In parting blessing, "Justice for all."
The door shut as Lumeria reflected upon the blessing commonly passed between followers of the Saint Justice for all. Metta was right; the gods had failed. If Lumeria had to pay for her sins and sloth, then so should the gods, so should those who serve them. Veli had killed Metta's daughter. He must die, as should all who protect him. NO ONE WAS IMMUNE TO JUSTICE. By her hand she would carry it.
Saint, I'm a ghost of the girl I want to be most. I'm a shell of a girl I use to know well. I let me go and let you in to take my heart again.
For a brief moment she thought she heard the memory of Raven's voice, "As you now are, I once was, and as I am now you will soon become."
The voice of just another she had failed.
Sunday, January 19, 2014
Decisions
"Its about the Red Saint, Elaina specifically. He gains power and influence everyday. King Dante and the Isle have nobily spread the word of the light slowing his converts. If it were not for the Daughter Heir siding with him he would be limited to just to the fringe of civilization. It is her that has granted him Towers of high sorcery, soliders and influence among the imperial nobility. If she were to be removed, he would be pushed back to the ruins of Babylon. Should I kill Elaina?"
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"The Saint will exhaust the faith and numbers of the faithful and then the Dark One will attack a weak and exhausted people. When the gods are weak he will feed off of them as he is Nocturn and grow. Something must be done. Should I eliminate the prime, is there time to rebuild?"
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Thursday, January 16, 2014
Time has run out
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Friday, January 10, 2014
I've found him
Thursday, January 9, 2014
A Grave Mistake
A young recruit knocked on his door and disturbed his prayers. "My lord I've found him. A man who knows the sacred of Azzazel's anchor. Should we find Nial?"
"No he is already too deep into mysteries he doesn't understand. This is Warder business. Take me."
They traveled to the docks a midst the crowds of people, ignorant of the dark shadows that lived in their world. Into the hull of a ship with high polished rails and crisp sturdy sails. The wind caught its banner making it snap crisply toward the heavens. Across the deck and down the stairs which creaked under the weight of his armor and exposed some wet \rot as the planks below deck compressed under his stride.
The recruit spoke softly, "He says his words are for your ears only. I'm to lock you in."
A nod resulted in a closed door. The Warden's eyes fell upon a large man with a massive broad chest and thick arms. The man stood with his hands resting with fingers curled under his lapels. His posture screamed a calm confident pose completely non threatening and deadly. The Warden called back to his recruit, "Open the door you've made a huge mistake."
The man spoke slowly with a rolling gravely tone, "Not as big as you, I'm afraid."
A huge two handed sword swung towards the Warden who barely deflects the blow with his bracer and draws his long sword and in the same fluid movement slices the solid chest of his attacker. "You would kill this man?" the man said in his calm tone.
"I will fight the shadow wherever it may be. With sacrifice comes victory." Another blow carves deep into the man's thigh.
"You Grey Warden's have great skill. And much bravery." A quick chop buries the two handed sword into the Warden's shoulder driving him like a spike to his knees. Blood from the man's chest wound spills like rain onto the Warden covering him in a red bath and sliding into the Warden's shoulder. "Too much for you I fear."
The Warden, unable to further grasp his sword drops it to the floor with a dull thud. Instead his fingers crawl to his hold symbol hanging from his belt. A quick prayer casts protection from evil.
The possessed man knees the Warden in the face breaking his nose and driving him back off the sword. A quick kick slides the holy symbol across the mildew covered floor to the far corner. The Warden could hear the recruit frantically trying to open door. He only had to hold out for a few moments. The possessed man strode over to the prone paladin grasped him under the arm and in one decisive movement lifted him off the ground forcing him to stand. Using the momentum the Warden slid his dagger into his left hand and into the man's throat just as the door came open.
The man crumbled to the ground dead. Slain by the Grey Warden. The recruit rushed in catching the Warden before he hit the ground. "I'm sorry I...You need healing."
"Thank you and yes my friend I do, but its not urgent. Starting now time is on our side."
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
Into Abyss
It was a familiar question. All the Grey Wardens asked it constantly. Nial could not tell if it was honest concern for him and a desire to protect him from the subject matter he was researching or, a manifestation of their own self importance --knowledge so dangerous only they could handle it. This man was old, very old for a paladin. In his late forties his eyes had stories to tell, the lines on his face came from both battle scare and age. He carried a torch through the deep caverns of the libary. Its light fought against the darkness in a ravenous battle which produced only a small 6 foot circle of light and protection. With this small light the paladin led him on, further and further into the darkness.
The rows and rows of books and scrolls kept deep underground to shelter them from the elements created a labyrinth, an abyss that if one did not know the way he could easily be lost and never found. For minutes silence hung in the air. It was the only response to the paladins question --silence. The old paladin turned and led on. They walked together for several minutes their muted boot falls the only sound. The steps stopped and a voice again penetrated the darkness, "The Isle keeps and collects records and documents of all types. Greatest libraries in the world on the matters of religion, artifacts and outsiders." The word outsider rolled from his tongue easily. Most who knew what it meant would choke on the word but this man had a familiarity with such things that made it as easy as breathing. "Though the Isle has gathered this information for good and the purposes of defending the light on the earth it can by its nature be dangerous. More than one Warden has studied these tomes and come to think the enemy was in the right. More than one Warden has sought to understand the enemy and invited it too closely to his heart and found dead by an unseen hand."
Nial smiled widely, "I'm aware of the risks my good fellow. Not all is doom and gloom, the enemy has already found me, I must understand the hunter if I am to prevent becoming his prey."
"Very well."
Silence resumed as the narrow catacombs of books unread opened into a small study area with desks chairs and lambs. Silently and deliberately, the Warden lit the lamps and brushed a thin film of dust from the desk. "Here you are master Bard, sit and I will tell you of this Azazzel which haunts you." Nial sat as the chair creaked slightly, it may not have been noticeable if not for the total silence all around. The Warden pulled a large volume, about the thickness of Nials Fist, from a shelf and sat down across the table. Slowly and deliberately he turned the old fragile pages separating layers of cobwebs in the bindings.
"Azazzel is a winged scorpion demon of the highest evolution." He read directly from the text, During the third age the winged scorpion evolved. We saw it cross the threshold of physical binding. There is one called Azazzel who can possess bodies of mortals. By touch his clasp is sure, by the breath he moves the space of a toss. Not meant for the mortal realm without host he has but a wings flab before he must return. By his song yeah shall know him, immortality has brought time to his side."
"Oh yes I know the song."
"Fierce and deadly. He finds delight in haunting a target. Death is too easy and not enough, a mortal who crosses his path is likely to become a target. A demon's game to torment and torture. He will rip from them that which they love most until they embrace death themselves."
"That must be me."
"To the Heart of Kale he gave his loyalty. Zyr would end the blood war and bind the species. For that Azzazel gave his loyalty and passion. This gave him purpose and aim. Without his master Azazzel would deploy unfetterred destruction and misery upon the peoples of the earth until his insatiable appetite is sated."
Thursday, December 26, 2013
Grey Wardens
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
Monday, October 28, 2013
A less traveled path. (Countdown to halloween)
Quiet and dark even in the day. The forest did give him a bit of the creeps but he tried to pay it little mind as he was on a mission for the Empire and duty was most important. He looked at he companion smoothing the folds in his red and black robe and wandered what was next.
He went about his duty and reviewed the morning reports the men were all accounted for. 40 fighters, 10 mages. As long as they stayed within range of the idol the mist and vistani and every other danger this land had seemed to avoid them. The first group to scout beyond its limited range, though, they had lost contact.
Veli felt responsible for them. Kids, they were just kids. Good soldiers, but just kids who joined the Imperial Ranks for either duty or riches. It was not bad enough he lost his own children he had to send others to their end as well. It reminded him what he always said, "The only reason to do this is because you believe in the Empire and what it stands for. No amount of money is worth what you will be asked to do."
In large part he had that speech to thank him for being here. Terrance had heard it and decided then he was a leader of men. Terrance served under Veli in the crusade when the Warship Galactica was still operational. But those were thoughts of another time. Now he was taking orders from Terrance on assignment directly from the Daughter Heir.
His expertise was not Ravenloft though it did hold a fascination for him. He had made a study of it and new the basics and what to expect. Though it would seem Terrance knew every turning leaf. He had a key that got him in and out of this sealed domain and allowed the possibility to study this realm closer. That was one of the objectives of the mission -- study and record. But the primary objective was bold indeed -- steal a dark lord from Ravenloft and bring it to the Imperial mage corps to study.
"May the Light save us."
And a child shall lead them. (Countdown to Halloween)
"No." Came back the resounding call of his disciples.
"Who was targeted by her infectious evil?" He asked calmly
"Parents" Came the angry reply. So much fear so much anger.
"Yes, the beast, those who live beyond the 19th harvest and are corrupted by the vanities of the world and the pride of it. They were ripe to fall to her temptations. But who survived?"
"The children."
"Yes we did. Fleeing, as we ran our mothers and fathers and all those beyond a 19th harvest scooped out of the sky by the blood sucking monsters, we found to hide in the fields. and who saves us now?"
"He who walks behind the rows."
"Yes, he loves use and shelters us. Protects those still innocent of this cruel world. He stopped the vampires from draining our blood and hides us from the Purple mistress. What is all he asks in return?"
"Obedience and sacrifice." echoed the reply in solemn chorus.
"And that we shall give him. All who reach their 19th harvest will be sacrificed. We shall obey his words as shown forth by my mouth. So say we all."
"So say we all."
"SO SAY WE ALL."
"SO SAY WE ALL."
Monday, October 21, 2013
To Sail (Countdown to Halloween)
Souske sat around doing nothing as usual and Mist played with the nav charts. She wasn't content with being lost.
As the mist rolled over the ship again he thought he saw it. The face he had seen so many times. He jumped up to the wheel and swung hard to starboard. The ship screamed and the timbers complained at the stress, but he did not care. Jillian was in the mist and he had somewhere to be.
This hell I'm living (Countdown to Halloween)
Waiting in the dark she thought, "Isn't there someone trying to save me? I thought that they would be here, by now.
She thought a lot of things which turned out to be false. She thought she could save them, she thought the power would save her. She thought he friends would stick up for her, she thought they would chose her over Raven. She thought she could trust those she traveled with, bleed with.
She had dreamed a dream of a better world. And now she was here, barely herself. A dark presence consuming her mind, the mist torturing her. When all a long all she was was . . . scared.
Theres nothing but the rain,
no footsteps on the ground,
She listened but there was no sound.
WON"T SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE ME HOME?
It was a long cold night.
Tuesday, October 15, 2013
One door shuts...(countdown to Halloween)
Burke squinted through tired eyes at the mage in the red robes, "Please don't pretend to care about justice."
"I do care in fact i appeal to it now, The Saint, praise to his name, has ordered me to build a prison like unto Ravenloft for him to cast the unholy. To do that I need the key that can enter it. purely academic I assure you and will speed my research by years."
"I live for the Saint's will and his word of justice. But, I've already slotted the key for another mission."
"You can calm the conflict of conscience agent." He said with a positive smile, "I worked with IO. I know the key was going to the party who destroyed the venom cult. I went with her to Brendon ford fought with herr companions and at personel expense and risk cleared the mountain. Also while others rested I used a list of members found in the caves and executed all which could be found. I have rightfully earned the key."
Burke reviewed the documents on his desk. "it woudl seem you are right. Thank you for your service to the empire... lets talk about your next mission."
Upon the lofty spire (Countdown to Halloween)
Crows cawed in the distance providing a symphony to the night. As a well tuned orchestra, the ravens called to each other as she over looked over her domain, all that she had. At first, it was a lonely solitary caw answered moments later by another. It was the silence between them which she most loved. In that silence she could write her own music. The music of the night. Her thoughts could race to memories of what was lost, and passion for what was about to come.
CAW...
The shriek was echoed through out the sky and into the farm fields below. It was the only sound made there now. Her subjects had no more need for food. Only hatred nourished them, their shared hatred of those who had betrayed their lady and master. The consumption of hate and malice filled their souls and gave them the strength to do what was necessary.
CAW...
The shrieking was more violent now. As waves collide against a rocky shore so did these haunting sounds collide against the cold stones of the tower. Her home which had taught her and given her much, yet remained empty and hallow. Power meant nothing unless you could use it to extract your revenge. Revenge, a goal yet out of reach, she could no more grab it then she could strangle the loosed ravens' caw.
CAW...
The fire now joined in completing the orchestra of night with its haunted crackles. The shadows moved in circles of the dark room crossing the cold bed and slithered across the walls and leapt to the ceiling. The shadows were all that accompanied her. Once a life full of friends set empty filled only with the mis-shapen demons of this room. So it would remain, until those friends returned and her army awoke. Until then she watched the shadows and stared into the fire.
CAW...
The latest volley of notes landed on her pale balcony banner. It stared into the fire as well. That fire which had consumed and sustained, created and destroyed. The dark omen stared through her into the fire and in it she could see the fire as well. A cage with wings, that despite all of her fire she was still resting in a cage.
She lashed out and with no effort the rage took shape striking down the harbinger of the nights symphony. As the winged beast cascaded to the graveyard below two more landed each echoing.
CAW....
She knew she would never be free.
Caw.. caw...caw...caw...caw...
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
Protect the venom born
"we've lost the top levels an army of kajhitt fights with them we need all the miracles you have, if we are to save the venom born."
Seettth heard the words and one of his heads retorted, "if you would have done your job, they would be dead or chasing a different lead. You have failed the venom born and nag. But I will save us."
The six heads chanted and prayed in unison. The filth of power flooded the temple and the corridors. Those dwarf spirits so long ago lost and slain by Brendon clung to their mine and their treasure. Now through the power of nag they emerged. Centuries of hatred and venom corrupted their soul as they absorbed hatred and malice from the holy defilers who made their grave a home.
"The unborn now rise and defend the venom born. One more life lost and chosen child shall lead them on."
Sunday, August 25, 2013
To my brother in nog
Marshall,
Bearskin speaks very highly of your skills. I think you are ideal for a crucial job.
My father has taunted me with his disapproval and shame long enough now he and his brothers pay the price.
You well find in third chest enough gold to cover any expenses and take care of your mother in comfort the rest of her life.
Bearskin will help you get in to Ulfric. Kill him and my father will come. Use the black venom to poison their meal or slots their throats one by one just make sure the stormcloak family is all dead before they leave.
Kind regards,
The leading man
